In the next stanza, the narrator recalls how his father would call for him to wake up after the rooms warmed up and he would get up slowly afraid of the cold still lurking in the house. Then he would speak to his father, who had gotten up early to make sure the house was warm before he got up, without any feelings or gratitude. His father did so much for him; besides preparing the fire, he shined his shoes. But the narrator was ignorant to everything that his father had done for him which is why he says, "What did I know." The narrator claims that he had no idea of the love that his father bestowed upon him, the love that was unnoticeable to him. Making his father's love lonely by not seeing it in the things that he had done for him, "love's austere and lonely offices."
Sundays too my father got up early
and put his clothes on in the blueblack cold,
then with cracked hands that ached
from labor in the weekday weather made
banked fires blaze. No one ever thanked him.
I’d wake and hear the cold splintering, breaking.
When the rooms were warm, he’d call,
and slowly I would rise and dress,
fearing the chronic angers of that house,
Speaking indifferently to him,
who had driven out the cold
and polished my good shoes as well.
What did I know, what did I know
of love’s austere and lonely offices?
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